6 down...9 to go! Today was a "good" day....it was sad for me because I wanted to be starting the school year with my cle family so bad! I got so many nice messages from friends today letting me know they were missing me, that helped!!
It was a long day....I was at KCCC from 8:30 to 4:00....so basically, an entire work day :) I slept some, and had good company, so it wasnt all bad. I'm tired and a little loopy tonight, but Im keeping up on my nausea meds....( they are my friend) I feel pretty good but I glanced in the mirror a while ago and I can tell you, I look worse than I feel! It doesnt help that I am hooked up to one of my chemo drugs AND 24hour fluids that require a pump and a big bag that I carry around on my shoulder for 4 days. Its not pretty, and I look like I am packing to go somewhere everytime I get up off the couch. I noticed last time that my eyes start to look tired even after the first day. THe thing I hate the worst is when I start to notice my eyes "look like nobody's home!" Its a weird way to describe it, but I dont feel like I look like me...I dont really like that. The good thing is that I noticed on my off week, that "look" goes away and I start to look like myself again ( minus the hair). So, I plan to push through this week and then I have two more weeks off where I can start to feel a little bit better and focus on the girls and the beginning of school. :)
THanks for reading,
Love. Love,
Gina
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